I wrote a couple posts ago about certain events seeming like they mark epochs in life and I certainly feel like the past couple months have been one in mine. Partially due to the end of one of the worst semesters of my life and certainly the worst on grade wise, but primarily due to the reconnection I mentioned in this post(Also contains a now working link for the song I mentioned in that post). I have written several times about my ideas on relationships from outside of one so I figure it's only fair to write a post from inside of one. Beyond anything else what stands out to me is the fact that all of the aspects of me as person both good and bad: actions, thoughts, physical traits, etc have combined to make me a person that is a perfect fit for someone else. The same idea applies to a lot of things, but there there is always something special about something no matter how great it is alone, being able to make something else better through being put together. In my case this means being able to make someone else happier than they would have been without me and being able to direct my energy towards communion rather than solitude. It's especially nice to know that the man I am right now and the woman she is right now reconnected and clicked at the perfect time. It certainly makes life seem far more logical.
As far as other things go I've been working about 20 hrs a week all break, have been buying a lot of clothes and records, and reworking my spring schedule.
Work:Obviously awful
Clothes:Several new pairs of pants including some suit pants which I'll hopefully get to use sometime soon, a bunch of sweaters and vnecks, a duffel coat, and some real boots.
Vinyl:Pablo Honey(Radiohead), Yankee Hotel Foxtrot(Wilco), Pauls Boutique(Beastie Boys), Countdown to Ecstasy/Aja(Steely Dan), Late Registration/College Dropout/808's & Heartbreak/My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy(Kanye West)
Schedule: A lot of CS which is...odd.
The best part of the schedule is probably how well it fits with baileys, that was stressing me out a little bit before we got ours finished. I'm also quite excited for the web design and philosophy courses. Should be a pretty good semester all things considered.
Mmm Steely Dan
P.S. Hopefully at least some of you noticed the month of not posting that just happened, I will try to get back into a better habit of writing next semester. Basically I've just been living life more instead of constantly thinking about it and overanalyzing everything. I hope you guys can understand.
